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All I can do
Is cry myself to sleep. We have no money..my dads struggling to keep me in school. He’s struggling to get income from work…we have no happiness. I’m stuck in my house thinking about how selfish I am..I take money for gas and money for the movies and money for school lunch when my dad should be using it towards school and getting us food and providing us a place to live. He’s not happy, I’m not happy…there’s no happiness anymore. If he loses his job I have to move to Texas and live with his sister. I don’t want to leave my friends and my girlfriend. My gf is having her family probs so I can’t tell her what’s going on cuz its another thing for her to think about…I hate my life right now…I’m slowly going into depression once again
Ugh
I know this is really selfish but I hate the fact that she won’t be here for my 18bday. Like that weekend we were sposed to spend time together and once again she has a fam vacay. I know it’s important for her to be with her fam but part of me hates it because like its my 18th bday and the two ppl I wanted to spend it with was her and my best friend and I won’t be able to spend it with her. Like idk It just means a lot to me if she were to be here..like it would mean more than the world…but I know she can’t and it breaks my heart…I could never tell her though. I don’t want her to feel bad. What would you do? All I can do is think about crying because it hurts soo much. But that’s life..you gotta suck it up.
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